Thursday, February 26, 2009

Oursler Update

Our camera is still doing this "green mode" thing and I don't know what that is ..I guess I should read the destruction manual.

Soren is a Dodger -not sure if I mentioned that before and now I am a Dodger Team Mom - (remember the "s" in my maiden name is for sucker) and apparantly me saying "no thank you" this year isn't working out too well. But the coach seems like he will be good and I could tell he needed help. I asked him on Tuesday at practice "coach do you have a team mom" and before he even had "no" out of his mouth I said "I'll do it".... so the first course of action was a banner (for Saturday), I got some guy's name and he whipped it out - it isn't anything fancy but for 65 bucks you can't beat it. Then I made a snack schedule and a letter from the team mom - and I am now the coaches hero. He probably thinks I am some kind of Type A personality, but if he came and saw the laundry mountain in the middle of my room, he would know I am far from Type A. I just want it to be a good year for Soren (and me...). So I'm off to get some Dodger Blue for myself - ugh!!

Isabella is in her first CYT play Jungle Book, starting on Sunday are dress rehearsals - it will be a busy week. She is very excited, and I'm glad it is only 1 week and not the ususal 2 weeks. I promise to post pictures.

Mike is back working - this is his first full week, he is tired but we are thankful for sunshine and disbatch's.

I am working my butt off (oh I wish) at work! I am having to take renter files, which I stink at - I have been a homesale consultant way too long. So I am having to remember how needy renters can be, and try to give 100% service.

PTF -as you faithful readers know, Cami and I started the PTF (like PTA) at our kids school and it is finally paying off, we are getting ready to redo the playground, with the money we raised at our "Race for Education" last year. It is so great to see God's work be done and how prayers can truly be answered.

Well just a little update...I always think of these great things to post on my blog and then I get too busy to update it. Oh my next post needs to be about facebook - seriously some people need to get a life and quit posting it on FB...(I know the lingo)

goodnight
xxox

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

9 year old, Valentine's "do over" and the rain...

My little girl turned 9 on Friday Feb 13th ( I know I am a bad blogger) we celebrated on Thursday night with the Wales family. Isabella was so into her birthday this year, which I find so sweet and sort of wierd since this is the 1st year she didn't have a party. So I guess all the fuss and money doesn't really matter anyway. She was so excited with her "boompod" chair her brother gave her, and a new DS game from the Wales' family, clothes and new cute sneakers from Kellee and Mrs. Morgan. We gave her our (lame) IOU gift...which will be very fun when it happens. She is going to Los Angeles for an overnight and to the American Girl Doll store for tea and shopping. She is very excited and once CYT is over then we will set the date - she did love that I put "TBD" on the card...she keeps saying that every chance she gets.

Cami and I kept telling her all about "9 years ago right now we were..." , she loves the story of her birth.

Valentine's "do over" - so Mike and I didn't have the best Valentine's day this year. We never really make a big fuss out of it, a card, a kiss and maybe dinner (typically at home), but this year we were at each other's throats about EVERYTHING...I mean any little chance we both had to get a dig in, we did it. I finally sent him off with Soren to go riding and met up with him later...we both needed a break from one another. The good news is we have at least 20 more Valentine's together, so no worries that 2009 went on the books as not our best. The 15th was a much better day for us and included a family ride...Yes my friends I got on my motorcycle and went on a family ride, it helped that I had some champagne first, but I did go on another one yesterday and did just as good. The kids were so encouraging, they kept saying "wow mom you are a rider now".

Rain - Okay I'm over it, building an Ark as we speak.... Mike doesn't work in the rain and ha, ha God, I get it.... you led me to a man that doesn't work when it rains, and I was raised by a man that didn't work when it rained.... ugh!! God does have sense of humor doesn't He? The financial part of it is stressful but also Mike and I don't do well when we are couped up together for so much time. We are the kind of couple that likes the break so we appreicate when we do get time together - he should have been a fireman.... Don't get me wrong, I love that man with my whole heart...however once he gets bored, it is game over!! So I am praying for some sunshine...and some work for Mike.

Our digital camera is in "green mode" not sure what that means... so I don't have any pictures, but I will get some soon....

Have a great Tuesday!
Cars
xxox

Monday, February 9, 2009

13 years - Do I miss her more then ever....

February 9, 1996 is the day my mom, Susan Sorensen died. I was doing so good this morning but then once I got to work started to get upset. I guess I take turns missing her on her birthday or the day she died - they are only 8 days apart. So much has gone on in the past 13 years and I can't believe it has actually been that long. The pain is still there, the pit in my stomach that I can't call her and ask her how to spell something, or if she could make brownies for my meeting tonight, or just have her around you to make you feel I.W.B.J.F - "It will be just fine"...I used to think that saying was so dumb but now I get it - I know that things will be just "fine", especially is this horrible economy we are living in right now. My mom would make it seem like it was going to get better and soon, she just had this way about her.

I sometimes wish Mike got it -but I know he can't relate since he hasn't ever lost anyone in his family that he was that close to -(except our dog Wilbur). I wish Mike knew to just put his arms around me today and say "it will be just fine".... but that isn't his way. I'm sure he thinks I want to have a pity party, and maybe I do. I miss not having a mom around, someone to tell you to get your act together, or that you look nice (even if you haven't lost the pounds you needed to), or that you are a terrific mom. My dad tries hard, but it isn't the same as a mom.
I used to tell Mike that I wish I had a "wife" or a "mom".

I won't have a pity party today, but be thankful for all that she taught me and make sure I leave that legacy with Isabella and Soren.

So if you are reading this and have a mom, call her or hug her, if you are reading this and don't have a mom - call me or hug me!!

xxox
Caroline